Daddy's Words to You, " I'm Permanent "

As all of you know out there in the blogging world (who have been following our adoption adventure) Jen has been the sole writer and composer of this beautiful blog for our precious little daughter Ruby. I thought that since my emotions are high that I share my thoughts for my daughter as the time is near and our wait has finally taken it's course.

"My dear daughter Ruby, as I daydream what lies ahead, I sit here and think what the next few days and years will be like. There will be many emotional changes that will take place that will be both exciting and scary at the same time. These changes that will occur will certainly be life altering but most precious in our lives. I write you this, as I will one day want you to know how I feel with regards to this very special time in my life. Many things have crossed (and at times "raced") throughout my mind during this time in my life while waiting out this process. One thing you need to know is that I never stopped thinking of you and always imagine what took place in your life at any given moment; Are you playing or eating, are you awake or a sleep, are you happy or sad and what your feeling at any giving moment in time.... Most importantly..is there someone there when you feel all alone that will hold your hand when you need it most... These thoughts and emotions have been a daily occurrence since I saw your beautiful little face. As the day draws near and the moment approaches... as we lock eyes for the very first time... know that you will always be protected, loved unconditionally and have a hand to hold yours ....I promise, You will never feel all alone or cry yourself to sleep...I'm here for now and forever... I'm Permanent.

On my birthday today, know that you are truly the greatest gift I could ever dream of or ask for!


I can't wait to meet you and hug you...I love you!..."chan rak khoon".

Your Forever Daddy